Just wondering

Sometimes I like to peek at other peoples blogs.  It scares the crap out of me when people have music blaring on thier blogs when you open them.  Have you ever noticed that those are the same people who have like 100 posts to go thru before you get to the bottom and can turn it off  (or at the very least, turn it down)  I would bet that I would be more likely to listen to their music if i could prepare myself by choosing to turn it on.  hehehe

The end cannot come too soon

Ya, since I am the one who writes this, and I have been in bed for months, most of these entries are about me and how I feel, or when someone vents to me, then my perception of it.  I will start off by saying this is not a nice post.  I am extremely sick and tired of my headaches.  I am tired of staying inside, and I am tired of not being a part of the world.  I want to have no headache, and I want to be a part of the world.  I want to have the energy to participate in things.  I feel really leftout, and to be dealing with headaches on top of it all is extremely frustrating. 
My rant is complete, but I still do not feel better,  oh well, perhaps later.